Kissing You Goodbye

Gerard knows its wrong to love his brother in such a way. And its made even wronger by the fact that he's only 11.

Gerard -Fromtheearthtthemorgue
Mikey - Me

It had been five years since gerard ahd last seen his brother and he was terrified of doing ti again.
After a spell in prison he had taken the train home, and now hoped beyond anything his mother hadnt told his brother he was coming home.

"What do you mean that cunts coming back?!" Mikey screamed at his father

Donald sighed "Mikey, he's family. I need to go and pcik him up"

Gerard was sat at the station, bag net to him and freezing.

"I'm not speaking to him" Mikey muttered angerily as they stopped outside the station. He spotted Gerard waiting and instantly turned away, not wanting to look at the sick fucks face.

Gerard saw Mikey and hid a wince at his brothers disgusted reaction. He picked his bag up and walked over, forcing a smile with no idea what his reception would be "H-Hi dad"

"Hello Gerard" his dad said stiffly, starting to drive.

Gerard whinced and looked across at his brother "Hey Mikes"

"Don't fucking speak to me" Mikey said, still looking out the window.

Gerard whinced and stared at his feet.

"Play nice boys" their father warned as he parked up in the drive "You have your old room in the basement Gerard" he said as he got out "Dinners at 5".
"I'm not sitting with him" Mikey said as he ran upstairs and slammed his door in anger.

Gerard sighed "Dad, can you-"

"What Gerard, stop you from touching your little brother and getting into this mess? No, Gerard, I cant".

Gerard whimpered slightly and tried not to flinch "Please can you talk to him?"

"Gerard, I'm not fucking talking to you, deal with it!" Mikey screamed through his door. He cut another line on his hip and bit back a cry of pain.

Gerard whinced and hung his head, walking abck into his room and curling on the bed.

Mikey burst into his room a few minutes later, still bleeding and now totally drunk "Y-You" he shouted, pulling him up and pulling back his fist "You cunt" he garbled.

Gerard cowered, try9ing to avoid the fist.

He pushed him over "You fucking ruined my life" he shouted

"I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself" whimpered gerard, cowering into the corner.

"Couldn't help yourself?! I'm your fucking brother you sick freak, couldn't you have helped yourself to someone else?" he screamed.

"I'm sorry" Gerard sobbed "I loved you"

"In the wrong fucking way" Mikey cried, tears streaming down his face. He kicked him repeatedly "W-Why?" he whispered, dropping on the floor to his knees.

"I don't know" sobebd the bleeding Gerard "I didn't choose to feel like this!"

"I fucking hate you" he whispered before passing out.