Pretty Handsome Awkward

Gerard styumblr and dropped his sketchbook, cluthcing his jaw "L-L-L-Leave m-m-me a-a-alone!"

"Fuck no, I'm enjoying this too much" he laughed, punching Gerard again and throwing him out of class "Don't even think about coming back in"

Gerard whimpered "at least g-g-give m-me m-my sketchp-p-pad b-b-back"

He picked up the pad "Nah, I think I'll keep it" he smirked as he slammed the door in Gerard's face

Gerard found himself in tears, ashamed and terrified of what they'd find hihis book.

Mr. Doyle appeared "Gerard, what are you crying at the door for? Can't get inside?" he asked with a smile "See, the handle turns like this" he did as he said and entered, holding the door open for Gerard.

Gerard bowed his head, feeling unbeaarably ashamed and wishing the teacher wasn't treating him like and idiot as he w3alked in, not daring to retrieve his sketchbook from Zach.

"Oi faggot, I told you to stay out!" Zach shouted, not caring if the teacher could hear

Gerard sghook but sat down.

Zach threw his notebook at him "You're a sick fuck y'know, drawing homos fucking all the time"

"That's not all I draw" Gerard mumbled, thinking about the sketches of his brother. Sleeping, curled next to him, showering... the various things Mikey had done in his presence... including one of his mouth wrapped around his dick.

"Oh what else? Your brother sucking you off?"

Gerards skin burned "n-N-No!"

"Well, it certainly looks like him" he laughed, waving the ripped drawing about

Gerard wanted the floor to swallow him up as everyone seemed to stare "G-G-Give that back!"

Zach snorted "Pfft, no"

Gerard whimpered "P-Please Zach... it's private"

"Not anymore" he smirked, taking a picture of it with his phone "Look at what faggot Gerard Way is drawing...his brother sucking him off" he said as he typed and dramatically pressed send

Gerard felt like he was going to bed sick, snatching the sketchpad and running out of class.

Mikey ran into him in the corridor and held up his phone "What the fuck is this and why does half my class have a copy of it?!" he shouted

Gerard bowed his head, tears pouring down his face "I-I'm sorry, i didn't think anyone would see it" he sobbed.

"Why did you even draw it?!" he lowered his voice "What we do is private okay? If you're gunna draw stuff about it do it in one of your pads at home yeah, don't bring it to fucking school"

Gerard nodded like a scolded child "I didn't realise ot was in thsi one" he mumbled, tears running down his face. He gripped the sketchbook, fingers catching the label on the back that still bore the schools name, as did most of his small collection of art supplies. Seeing as his parents refused to supplyh him with even a bed or a room that wasn't damp and freezing, all hios art and school supplies were stolen from various places.

"Ugh, do you want to go home? I'm not staying here and getting shit all day"

Gerard shook his head "if I skip dad'll punish me" he mumbled, shoving the sketchbook into his bg.